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    diaryland
     24 July, 2002
    9:26 p.m.

    fuck diabetes
    WARNING: THIS IS GOING TO BE A COMPLELTY SELF ABSORBED ENTRY.

    Oh, my God, Diabetes sucks so fucking bad. I hate this so much. I hate everything about it. I hate having to stick a needle in myself twice a day. I hate obssessing about every bite of food I put in my mouth. I fucking hate feeling hungry all the time. I hate that everything has carbs in it. I hate worrying every time I get tired that my blood sugar is too high or too low. I hate going to a party with an open bar, and drinking diet coke. I hate having to get up to test my blood sugar. I hate everything about this stupid disease. and it's not fucking fair. yeah, I'm a little overweight, but I know people who are a lot bigger than me who don't have it. I didn't do anything to deserve this, and I'm allready tired of it. I'm allready tired of it, and it hasn't even been a week. I hate having to exersise...not the exersise itself, but that I have to. I hate the pity. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.

    I swore when I found out about this stupid disease that I wasn't going to let my diaryland diary at least turn into a pity party, but fuck it. If I can't whine here, where the fuck can I?

    fuck diabetes. Fuck it right up it's type II ass! fuck my stupid pancreas that isn't doing it's job properly. fuck it till it bleeds, and then does it's job.

    Oh, yeah. I heard a joke. Why do women like "Titanic" better than men? Cuz it lasts for over 3 hours, and then it goes down.